What's your dream job? What do you want to be when you grow up?

These questions are stuck in my head. When I was young, I never had an answer to this. Well I did! I want to be a Teacher because my mom is a Teacher. I want to be a business woman because my sister is one. I want to be a Nurse because my brother is a Nurse. I want to go work abroad because my brothers are working abroad.

I never did find my niche. I never knew what is the answer to those questions. And time flew so fast I was forced to decide what I want to be without thinking. So I went abroad. And I didn't liked it.

Now that I'm an adult, I realized all I wanted is a pretty simple life. Where I can be a Mermaid anytime 😂

So I resigned from my corporate job that does pays well. And came back to the Philippines. Don't get me wrong, the path that I took before I got here is a bumpy road to say the least. It's not all magical, happy, full of rainbows. Not at all! I cried, got depressed, my anxiety is killing me all the time. But that's just part of it, to get you ready for the life that you've always wanted.

I can still remember when I was sitting at my desk doing my job, this exact picture was always in my head. This is my DREAM! And God made it happen. I'm happy that something good had actually came out from all the stupid decisions I made.

I've been holding on to this verse for quite a while now...

"Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later." -Romans 8:18